I feel "off" today. I've been very productive at work this morning, so my work load is fine. But "I" feel off. A bit cranky, a bit temperamental, a bit melancholy, a bit frustrated and a bit lost feeling.
It's an odd state of mind that hits me now and then. It's not like being bi-polar (though I had a shrink try to diagnose me that way once). It doesn't happen very often, either. I wouldn't really call it depression, either. It's just "off".... like I'm not really myself, but I'm not really anyone else either.
It may be stress. It may be pain that I'm ignoring. I have no idea.
All I know is that a lot of Red Hot Chili Peppers songs make a lot of sense today.